The wait begins again

The treatment went OK this month. Although I felt horrible on the Buserelin. Oh and the Pregnyl made me feel like crap too! I was really irritable, everyone was getting on my nerves. I've been very tired and had diarrhea. Great. I just did the final shot of Pregnyl yesterday and I'm waiting for the side effects to pass. Initially, after the IUI I was feeling positive about this try. Now, I'm scared to think that it might have worked. The disappointment when it doesn't work is crushing. I'm already Googling the early signs of pregnancy every other day to check if I have any! Crazy. And not healthy. We can do a test on 10th June...