Monday 5 November 2012

Moving on

So it's been nearly a month since the test and I still haven't shed a tear. But I have been feeling other negative emotions. Mainly anxiety. I've been getting daily heart palpitations. And I've not been dealing with stress very well. I've been worrying a lot more than usual. And I feel like I've been pretty miserable company! Just last week we found out that the mother of our god daughter is pregnant again. Our god daughter isn't even 1 yet. Apparently they got caught out! Thanks for telling us that then... You weren't even trying. Great. We've been waiting for an appointment with the consultant to discuss next steps. We had to chase it and finally have it tomorrow. It'll be good to find out a bit more about what the process is when using frozen embryos so that we can decide when to start again. It'll probably be the new year. I'd like a relaxing, drug free Christmas!